生命力 Vitality

忽然有天就明白了這幅畫在表達什麼。

前陣子陷入無感的狀態，

好像我只是看著我手邊的事以及來來去去人事物。

開始思索，

清楚之後的世界，是變得這麼沒有感覺的嗎？

到底少了什麼？我到底在這裡做什麼？

這個狀態困惑了我大概兩個月，

直到有一天我看見一個在發光的人，

那是綻放著生命力的光。

好像就是這樣子，

每當感到困惑的時候，

蛛絲馬跡、線索就會開始浮現，

不用擔心沒抓著，

因為它會不斷出現，

直到看明白為止。

 

One day, I suddenly understood what this painting was trying to say.

For a while, I found myself in a state of numbness.
It felt like I was simply watching the things in front of me,
watching people and things come and go.

And I started to wonder—

Does the world really become this devoid of feeling
once you begin to see things clearly?

What is missing?
What am I even doing here?

This state of confusion stayed with me for about two months.

Until one day,
I saw someone who was glowing.

It was the kind of light that comes from being fully alive—
a light that radiates vitality.

And somehow, I think that’s how it works.

Whenever we feel lost or confused,
little traces and clues begin to surface.

There’s no need to worry about missing them.

They will keep appearing,
again and again,
until we finally see.