關於我｜About
AMBER CHENG (CHENG PIN LING)
我的創作並非來自思考與構想，
而是一種身體感受與直覺。
在過程中，我不知道自己在畫什麼，
也不知道最後會畫出什麼，
就在一切未知、無法預測的狀態中進行。
我唯一能做的，就是信任當下，進入心流。
靈感會從身體落下，動作自然產生。
直覺拿起畫布、顏料和工具。
保持腦中空白，
反覆進行覆蓋、刮除、破壞與重組。
畫，就在結構建立與崩塌、失控之間逐漸浮現。
每一層是痕跡，也是消逝。
畫畫，是我「感受活著」的方式。
經過時間的淬鍊，充滿各種痕跡，層層疊起，
有些消失，有些留下，如同人生。
畫，是這段過程的承載。
畫作完成，是一種感覺。
不論當下我喜不喜歡、覺得好不好看或合不合理，我只想保持那份真實純粹，而不是刻意修正或追求漂亮畫面。
對我來說，完成便是一種完整，
讓畫如實呈現它想成為的樣子。
這種無法預測的創作過程，
總會帶來驚喜、驚嚇，甚至衝擊。
生命也是如此
享受未知中的感受、一切。
我是畫者，也是賞畫者。
當一件作品完成時，我會讓它靜靜幾天，
看看它想對我說什麼。
我不知道你會在畫裡看見什麼，
這正是有趣之處。
這個世界之所以豐富，是因為有八十億人口，
八十億雙眼睛，八十億種價值觀。
每個人都不同，沒有對錯，也沒有標準答案。
不需要被修正、被解釋或被定義才成立，
讓感受保有它原本的純粹。
期待你與我分享你眼中的世界。
My work does not come from thinking or planning, but begins with bodily sensation and intuition.
During the process, I do not know what I am painting, nor what it will eventually become, and I move through a state of uncertainty where nothing can be predicted.
The only thing I can do is trust the present moment and enter flow.
Inspiration feels as if it naturally falls from the body, and action follows.
Intuition leads me to pick up the canvas, paint, and tools.
I keep my mind as empty as possible, repeatedly layering, scraping, destroying, and reconstructing. The image gradually emerges between structure and collapse, between control and loss of control.
Each layer is both a trace and a disappearance.
Painting is my way of “feeling alive.”
Through time, layers accumulate into traces of experience. Some disappear, some remain—like life itself.
The painting carries this process.
The moment of completion is a feeling.
Whether I like it or not at the moment, whether it looks good or makes sense, what matters more to me is staying truthful and pure, rather than intentionally correcting or pursuing a visually pleasing image.
To me, “completion” means wholeness, allowing the work to become what it naturally wants to be.
This unpredictable creative process always brings surprise, shock, and impact.
Life is the same—enjoy and experiencing everything within the unknown.
I am both the maker and the viewer.
When a piece is finished, I let it exist quietly for a few days, and see what it wants to tell me.
I do not know what you will see in the painting, but that is exactly what makes it interesting.
The world is rich because there are eight billion people, eight billion pairs of eyes, eight billion ways of seeing, eight billion sets of values.
Everyone is different. There is no right or wrong, no fixed standard. Nothing needs to be corrected, explained, or defined in order to exist.
Let perception remain in its purest form.
If you are willing, I would love to hear how you see the world.
(Fragments of process, intuition, and the space where paintings begin.)
